.fear.

All of sudden, i'm afraid of everything.
Everything that happened to me that make me feel unsecure.

I don't wan to go for operation.
I don't wan to take medicine.
I don't wan to have strict choice of food and meal.

I love walk. I love food.
God, please be with me. If those were what you create to challenge my life.
I sincerely couldn't afford such challenges.